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Thursday, July 14, 2005

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you re not something I deserve

In my head theres only you now
This world falls on me
In this world theres real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you dont know who I am
Im torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what Im goin through

In my head theres only you now
This world falls on me
In this world theres real and make believe
And this seems real to me

And no matter how hard I try I cant escape these things inside I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows.

let me go - 3 doors down


i like this song :)
i didnt go to school today again
no. i didnt pon. hahahas.
my head is seriously spinning.

anyways. gotta do some work later on
i woke up at 1 plus today.
tsk. im a piggy.
but well .. i had a super nice and funkaye dream :))
its darn nice
and when i woke up i was like
woah ! and a smile on my face :D

im feeling a million times better than yesterday.
i promise i wont cry over it again
because its stoopid
i wont shed another tear for you
it all doesnt matter to me anymore
i just need to learn to take whatever that comes my way

i talked to myself last night
haha okay that sounds dumb ..
but yeah talked sense into myself
convincing myself
that im sure God did all these for a reason
and i quite understand why God did that
to make me learn from my mistakes and my experiences
so that i wld become a stronger person
mentally .. and that i wont make the same mistake again
and regret abt it again

we fall down to learn to pick ourselves up again .

though this is not the first time i fell down
i thank God for giving me the strength that i needed
to get up and move on and
to carry on with life and also catching me when i fall . :)
this reminds me of a song by Jaci Velasquez

"Every time I fall a little bit harder
Every time I fall a little bit farther
Every time I fall
I fall right back into your arms

Every time I try
To explain the reason why
I have let You down
I fall to the ground

What is it You see in me
That makes You believe
No matter how far I stray
I will still find the way

Just when I think Im not strong enough
You reach out to me and You lift me up

You find the beauty in my imperfections
The guiding light in all my misdirection
And when I think Youve finally given up
You fill my heart with unconditional love"

My God is just such an awesome God :)
and also thank you for the wonderful friends
He sent me when i needed someone to comfort me,
talk to me and wake me up.
thank you :D

so see .. life is not that bad and miserable after all
just look on the bright side
await for the new surprises that God has planned
for all of us in time to come !
when a door closes, a new door opens . (:

just keep hoping and praying
He will answer your prayers
what matters the most
is to never lose faith in life
and especially never lose faith in our God.

its a brand new day
with brand new hope
and brand new surprises :)

WEE :D

i'm trading my sorrows ! :)
oh yeaaahhh ...



♥ 2:59 PM